I'm not what you've been dreamin of

I get in a "debbie downer" mood too quickly. The second something makes me sad I feel like the world is ending. It's not fun. I wish I wasn't like this. But I'm not sure how to keep it from happening. Once one thing goes wrong I start thinking about everything that has or can go wrong and then it all goes downhill from there. 

I'm bored. I'm ALWAYS bored in Nac. Sure, we have little spurts of excitement, but then it's right back to boringville once again. I don't know if it's because I don't have enough friends or if it's because there's really not much to do or what. I mean I know I get bored at home too, but at least my friends will come and be bored with me. If we get bored here, my friends leave. I guess they think it's better to be bored alone than together. At home we like to be together even if we're bored. Maybe that's because we've known each other long enough that we can just be bored together and still think we had an eventful day. NOT here. If we do nothing together it was a waste of a day. And we'll express it too. I personally like "do-nothing" days. They're good once in a while. No, not all the time. But, they help cleanse the soul. Not sure where I'm heading with this. I guess I'm just homesick again. It happens when I don't go home every weekend. Maybe I need a pet. But you see, this stupid dorm will only let us have a bird or a fish, the two most "un-connectable" pets that you can have. I've had both, so I should know. If I had one of my cats here with me I would feel much better and at home. That would make this cold (and by cold I don't mean in temperature, I mean in looks) place seem more "home-y". I would also probably be much happier all the time. Nothing makes me happier than when one of my kitties crawls up into my lap when I'm having a bad day. 

Wanna know a fun fact? I've been to 6 proms...going to be 7 after this year. 7. SEVEN PROMS!!! I mean, I love to get dressed up and look like the princess I am, but sheesh, proms are so freaking boring. I've never had fun at a prom. After and before, sometimes...but during. No. B-O-R-I-N-G! Oh well, at least this time I don't have to pay for a new dress and hopefully Chase will think it's boring and we'll leave not long after it starts. I don't dance in big dresses I suppose. Idk. Maybe I'm just in a complaining mood. 

BORED!!!!!

Maybe I'll fall off Allison's bed again...