insomnia?

I hate sleeping alone. Especially when I'm in a sad mood.
I wish there was someone to put their arms around me and hold me tight and tell me that everything is going to be alright.
When I'm feeling alone in the world the last thing I need is to lay down by myself for 7ish hours. I need to be told that I'm not alone. I need to be comforted.
I don't mean to sound needy, but I feel like that's the way it should be.
I don't mean that I need a boyfriend, but that would be nice, I just need someone to protect me from all the bad thoughts that flood my mind at night.
If only they made teddy bears that held you instead of the other way around.
But alas, I'm going to lay here in the dark and hug my pillow tight and listen to soothing music to lull me to sleep.