Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Just a little update.

Name: Jordan Lea Smith (still...as far as I know...)

Age: 19 (for two more days)

Status: Single (not so sure about the ready to mingle part...)

Kevin and I broke up. I thought it was going to be a "nice" break-up. It turns out that we're not talking or seeing each other anymore. It's harder than I thought it was going to be. 
I'll make it. 
I've made it through break-ups before. They only get harder. 

I'm still just as confused about life as I've ever been. 

It's a little harder now. I don't have a set "set" of friends. I never know who I can turn to and lean on. 

But I still love life. 

I guess that's the key to life...love it. 

I finished a whole scrapbrook today. It's a small one, but it was a lot of work. A lot. 
I feel very accomplished. 
I'm very, very proud of myself. 

That's a great update...
I like to scrapbook now. I've made fun of mom and her friends for the longest time. I sat down and actually started the other day and I just adore it. I feel like I can do it when I'm angry, sad, happy, bored...finally...I think I have a hobby. 

Stevie and I have an apartment in Nac. We move in mid-August. I really can't wait! That's going to be so awesome. So. Awesome. 

I wait tables at El Chico...I hate every second of it. 
Oh well. There are some good people that I work with. 
There are some not so good people that I work with. 
I guess that's how the cookie crumbles. 

I've stuffed a lot of food in my mouth recently. I haven't gained any weight yet...of course I haven't lost any either. 
Oh well. 

My favorite song of the moment is "Faith in Love" by Reba and Rascal Flatts. 
Give it a listen. It's awesome. 

I painted the walls in my room red. I have it decorated black, red, and white. I love it.
It's messy still. But not as cluttered. 

"Goodbyes are like a Roulette wheel, you never know where they're gonna land. First you're spinning, then you're standing still. Left holdin' a losing hand"