Too gone for too long

When am I going to be out of this phase of my life?

I hate it here. 

I don't like sitting around waiting for my dreams to take flight. 

I feel stuck. 

Why do some people have all the luck?

What makes some people better than others?

Why do they get the looks, the talent, the opportunities?

Why are the rest of us forced to make our own way in this world with no such luck?

This seems like an addition to my last blog. 

But I can't help feeling the same way all the time. 

I hate college. 

I hate working at a job that I don't like. 

But I have to keep going through both of those things until I "grow up". 

Well you know what world, I think I am grown up. Too grown up for what I'm going through. 

I may not be the smartest person in the world, but I'm too smart to be stuck in some of the situations I'm stuck in. 

I may not be the nicest person in the world, but I'm too nice to be stuck in some of the situations I'm stuck in. 

Not stuck. 

Yes, stuck. 

I think. 

Whatever. 

That's all I have to say. 

My eloquence is over for the night.