To lie or not to lie

Have you ever been stuck in a situation where you know that telling the truth would be better, but a lie would just make it easier for the time being? Well I'm stuck in that very situation right now. I know that the truth should be told, and I know that the truth will be found out eventually no matter what, but no matter what I tell myself, lying just seems like the better idea. If I were tell the truth right now I would lose a friendship. I don't really want to lose this friendship because it means a lot to me, but people do change I suppose. I should just accept that we've changed and just can't see eye to eye right now, but it's just so difficult. 

(If you need to know about the specific situation you probably already do, if you don't, just pretend this is hypothetical.)

I'm just so confused. 

So, this weekend has been fun. The only downside was that I didn't get to see Jeryca. Big Bummer. 

Thursday night I met my family and Kevin, Rene', Justin, and Dago at Pizza Hut/Wing Street and had a great chow down. Then we came back to my house and watched LOST. After LOST my friends and I decided it would be great to go outside and do fun "outside" things...at night. Mainly we just jumped on the trampoline and sat on the trampoline talking and singing. Basically a whole lot of fun. Then we came back inside and played Ghost in the Graveyard. If you've never played, everyone hides in the dark and one person, blindfolded, has to find people. My room is small to begin with, but mom's scrapbook stuff is now in the way, so it was a very interesting game, but still tons of fun. They ended up leaving pretty late, but it was all good. 

Then Friday I was rudely awoken by Trevor asking if I'd moved his Palm Pilot into the bathroom. After telling him that I hadn't (and Rene' hadn't, and Kevin hadn't, and Dago hadn't, and Justin hadn't) he ran out of my room. Did I mention that that was at 6:15??? Yeah...so then I was about to go back to sleep when mom decided to come in and tell me that I needed to talk to her and Tif before they left for school. Talked to them for a while, then cozied up back into my bed for about an hour, then dad woke me up to see if I was going with mom to her OAP thing, when I told him that I wasn't, he let me sleep...but not for long. Justin was awake and ready to text, I received 4 by 9:30 and decided that there was no way that I was going to get anymore sleep so I rose from my unpeaceful slumber. I got ready for the day, showered, dressed, and such then laid on the couch and fell back to sleep until about 2 when I decided that I should maybe do more with my life. Not sure what I did with the rest of my time, but at about 6 Rene' came and picked me up to go to Justin's. Mainly we played spoons and Ghosts in the Graveyard again and left Justin's early because I had to wake up at 6:15 the next morning. 

Saturday I worked the Fair with my mom from 7:15 to around noon and then came to my house, napped, and got ready to hang with my friends again. Rene', Justin, Dago, and I went to Chilis to see Kevin and eat dinner and then came back to my house where we played Catch Phrase and Loaded Questions and did other kick butt stuff like we always do. 

This weekend has made me remember how much I love my friends and how much I really do miss them when I'm in Nac. 

I'm so happy that I'm going to be home so much this month!!!

I just found out that I'm not going back to Nac until Tuesday night or Wednesday morning because my Papaw asked me to help him work the polls on Tuesday morning. 

If you live in Brazoria County vote for Gene Reynolds!!!!