Making history

The Subject I love(d) most at college.

I LOVED History of the Cinema! Both classes about it that I took. If you know me, or read my blog at all you know that I love movies. So there was no reason I shouldn't have loved that class. Not only was it about one of my favorite things in the world, it was taught by an amazing teacher, so it was an all around glorious class.
:)

Just a short note.

4. A short note to all of my exes.

Dear exes,
Thank you for making me into who I am today.
I'm happy we didn't work out.
-Me

Well that was easy!

memmmmorrrrry alll alone in the moooonlight!!

5 most memorable things to happen in 2010:

1. My 21st birthday party! My dad's band played a private concert for me and my friends at a pool party. It was amazing! I had my friends, family, and just an all around great time! I can't wait for the next go around...well my 22nd. :)

2. Having my heart broken the final time by someone and then getting over it.

3. Moving into my first house. Even though it's just a renter, it's see an awesome step in life.

4. My Big Dip ceremony in May! I got my mentor ring from SFA. It's a huge step in life to have a college ring and I'm very proud of myself.

5. Going to throw a few together...Seeing Taylor Swift, Gary Allan, Lady Antebellum (twice), Miranda Lambert, Kellie Pickler, Gloriana, David Nail, and Eric Church in concert. :)

Bad angel get off of my shoulder now

2. Lyrics to a song that fit my current mood/situation

"Bad Angel"

Bad angel, get off of my shoulder
Bad angel, let me be
I'm standing at the crossroads
of Temptation and Salvation Street

(Dierks Bentley)
I woke up bound and determined
That I would not light it up today
But one drag would stop my shakin'
Right now I could go either way

Bad angel, get off of my shoulder now
Bad angel, let me be
I'm standing at the crossroads
of Temptation and Salvation Street

(Miranda Lambert)
Well the cap is on the bottle
and the bottle is on the shelf
Should I take it or leave it?
Honey, how am I gonna help myself?

Bad angel, get off of my shoulder (get on off of my shoulder)
Bad angel, let me be (oh let me be)
I'm standing at the crossroads
of Temptation and Salvation Street

(Jamey Johnson)
Well I know I should not gamble
'Cause I can't afford to lose
She'd hang me from the rafters
By the laces in my old working shoes

Bad angel, get off of my shoulder
Bad angel, let me be
I'm standing at the crossroads
of Temptation and Salvation Street
Yes I'm standing at the crossroads
of Temptation and Salvation
Temptation and Salvation
Temptation and Salvation Street

It's the start of something new

My horoscope for Feb. 23: You see what's wrong and you know what to do now. The time has come to make it real, and it's a lot bigger than any one person. Be cautious, emotions, perhaps coming from another person or event, oppose your life dreams and stifle any imagination you may have. This can result in an emotional confrontation. Ambition, practicality, and achievement are admirable, but they are means to an end - not ends in themselves.

Well I'm not sure how accurate this is going to be, since I haven't done anything today. Considering its 4 in the morning and I still haven't gone to sleep from yesterday. I'm trying to think about what's wrong. It could mean my job. It could mean that I just need to go up to work, get my last paycheck, and quit. That would make sense because that would be a very difficult thing to do, even though I know I need to do it.
It could also mean a few problems I've seem around our roommate situation. Nothing too harsh, but I think if I do confront people about it, there will be serious "emotional confrontation".
I suppose we'll find out in the morning...er...later today.

Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day. I've gone through a range of emotions already today and it's only 3PM. Considering I got out of bed at noon, that's pretty early to me.
I woke up mad. Mad that I woke up alone. Mad that everyone was posting "Happy V-day!" on their facebook walls. Just mad.
Then I hit the "I don't care if I'm single, I'm going to have a good day" phase. I took myself to Ihop and had chocolate chip pancakes. They were yummy.
On the way back home I turned sad. The stupid radio always gets me. Sometimes I'm happy for the love songs, but other times they just hit you the wrong way.
So here I am, stuck at work, sad.
I don't want to be like some people and say that I'm happy I'm single, because I'm not.
But I don't want to sit an whine all day either.
Unfortunately I'll end up doing the latter. I'll probably go buy myself some chocolate covered strawberries tonight and watch a sappy movie and cry.
So, yeah...Happy Valentine's Day.

A new thing I've learned to do. :)

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