Sometimes in this world all I need is to watch chick flicks and lay around in my pjs. Today is one of those days. This week has been one of those weeks. I've realized that I'm not who I thought I was. Or maybe that I am exactly who I thought I was, just no one else knows who I am.
Wow...that made no sense. But that's basically how I've been feeling lately. Like I make no sense and that the things around me make no sense.
I'm not sure if it's because I'm just bored out of my mind or if I'm just so fed up with boys and their crap, but hey, none of that is new.
I watched "Julie and Julia" the other day. I didn't care for the movie too much, but I loved the idea of it. Julie cooked her way through Julia Child's cookbook and blogged about it. She had a reason to get up and get going every single day. She had a goal and she needed to reach it. I need something like that; I need a goal that I can see myself reaching every single day. I already have a few goals: graduating from college, paying rent, getting married, etc...but they're not the kind of goals I can see myself reaching towards every day and seeing the progress that I'm making.
I can't do the cooking thing because I don't make enough money to go out and buy all the ingredients, but I need something. So, I am opening myself up to ideas. I'm tired of having down-in-the-dump days when I feel like I have nothing to live for. I'm tired of crying over the smallest things because I'm bored with nothing to do.
So, someone help me think of a goal that I can set a deadline to and work at every day. Something that will make me feel good about myself. I'll blog about it daily, promise. :)
1 comment:
I'm impressed. It's difficult to get motivated. Making the decision to get off the couch and set some goals is big...make things happen. If you don't know who you are...make yourself into who you want to be. I'll be happy to help you find something. I'll even be happy to participate with you if I can.
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